February 2010
31 posts
You are like the brightest shining star in the...
Feb 1st
January 2010
80 posts
I really hate being home alone..
It’s scary. ): My whole family just disappeared on me while I was sleeping and they didn’t even say anything to me. It scares me even more when I’m sleeping in an empty house because I’m a very paranoid person. ): Considering how my house was broken into twice already, I don’t think it’s wrong of me to feel this way. LASKDFJALSKDF;! There was also a day when I...
Jan 31st
I miss doing math on Sundays. D:
Jan 31st
I like to sing when I'm happy! (:
Random fact of the day.
Jan 31st
Lalalala lalalala lalalala elmo's world! (:
Jan 31st
Shut up and join me on the roof to look at the...
Jan 31st
I don't know where I'm getting all these bruises...
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
Jan 30th
BANG! You're dead. (:
Jan 30th
"I like you, do you want to color with me?"
I want that kindergarten kind of love again. That carefree, dramafree kind of love.
Jan 30th
Just tell me that you don't care anymore because...
I told myself I wouldn’t fall, but I did. I don’t know if you noticed, but I did. I don’t know if I should refrain myself from liking you, or just let it be. Part of me is telling me to refrain because I’m going to get hurt, but the other part of me is telling me to let it be because I’m happy. IDK.
Jan 30th
Freakin' Charles always knows how to cheer me up...
Me: Everything is piling up to the point where I feel like crying. Charles: Don’t cry, that’s a waste of tears. Me: What else would tears be used for? Charles: Tears of joy.
Jan 30th
Reality hit me hard across the face.
I had such high hopes, but in the end I was disappointed. I expected more, but recieved less. Then again…it’s not about the quantity, but the quality. I have no other option but to let go…
Jan 30th
Today I woke up smiling. Best feeling I've felt...
Jan 29th
My heart's beating funny.
miichaeltien: asdfbecca: o_o I told you you’re not normal!  Hahas WELL THANKS! I’ve never felt this loved before! Hahas PFT!
Jan 29th
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My heart's beating funny.
o_o
Jan 29th
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Sometimes all you need is a little comfort...
 A hug will do. But sadly, there’s no one around to provide that for me. :/
Jan 28th
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So I was sending this woman some music...
JJLee: YAY I LOVE YOU JJLee: no homo JJLee: orr um JJLee: whats that thing when you like your family members JJLee: that too iBECCAsaur: INCEST?! iBECCAsaur: AHHAHAHAH JJLee: HAHA YEA
Jan 28th
Breaking point.
Frustrated, confused, and annoyed. As each day passes, my patience with you two thins out. One makes stupid decisions and the other one follows along. I honestly don’t know what to say to you guys anymore. Just sitting there with you two is awkward, which explains why I’m always there listening to my ipod because you guys always talk about the same things. Ohmygosh, there’s this...
Jan 28th
Jan 27th
Listen(via miichaeltien) “More more more!”...
Jan 26th
It's only Monday.
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
Girls are such a disappointment.
You would expect us to be one of the cleanest creatures alive right?! I’m sorry to burst your bubble, but some of us aren’t. I don’t know how, but some girls MISS THE TOILET and it ends up landing on the toilet seat AND the floor. Really, is it that hard to aim for the bowl?! If you really want to stand up and pee, than enter the guys restroom instead. Along with that, some girls...
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
I love it when everyone around me is smiling! It...
Jan 25th
My confession.
I THINK I’m addicted to doing my nails. I change it up like every week. HAHA And no, I do not go to the salon to do my nails. I do them myself.
Jan 25th
“When you insult someone about their flaws, you aren’t just insulting that...”
Jan 24th
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AIDS Walk Los Angeles!
My wrinkly shirt collection! (: ;2009 ;2008 ;2006 ;2005 **My plan for 2010 is to go to the one in San Francisco & Los Angeles! (: Yay, who wants to join me?! :D
Jan 24th
You never know how important someone is to you...
Jan 23rd
damn.
donnyspeaks: my heart really hurts right now. — donny Maybe all you really need is a break from all of this and some time to yourself. I’m pretty sure your fans will be able to survive a day or two without you. Take those free days and go spend it with some close friends. Catch up with them and have fun! Most importantly, it will help you get your mind off things. (: All I have to say...
Jan 23rd
20 notes
I know it may not mean anything to you, but it...
So please, take it and handle it with care.
Jan 23rd
This guy annoys me to the point where I have to...
UGHH!: u welum iBECCAsaur: huh? iBECCAsaur: CAN YOU SPEAK IN PROPER ENGLISH RIGHT NOW?! iBECCAsaur: Or can you just do that in general iBECCAsaur: It bugs me when people spell words in a different way UGHH!: i can lol iBECCAsaur: We go to school to learn how to spell, not so we can alter the english language. UGHH!: i dont get it
Jan 22nd
It's even stranger now.
After our little talk today of how annoyed I get with her, why is it that you started talking to me more? I already told you that I don’t mind if you two hang out with each other everyday. I could careless if you’re better friends with her now, than me. It’s whatever to me, as long as, I’m not the one that has to deal with her. It’s just strange talking to you now...
Jan 21st
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Jan 20th
As much as I love watching the rain fall, I hate...
Jan 20th
Jan 19th
Such troubled children.
For the past five minutes, I have been reading about complaints. My advice? Stop complaining and do something about it. If you don’t like it, than change it. If you can’t do anything about it, than you might as well find a way to cope with it. Don’t make such a small thing into a big deal. That will just make your life more complicating. Do yourself a favor and do things with an...
Jan 19th
UGH! He's soo impatient.
So I was studying for my Calc final tomorrow and I get spammed by this butthole. I wanna smack the heck out of this guy. Every single time he talks to me, it’s always about a girl. They’re all different girls too! ACK! FREAKINGBobby: becca FREAKINGBobby: i have a question FREAKINGBobby: becca becca bo becca lecca tecca kecca gecca jecca vecc FREAKINGBobby: beca FREAKINGBobby:...
Jan 19th
Lakers VS. Magic
This boy is beautiful! <3 (:  7:30PM on TNT @ STAPLES Center
Jan 19th
Jan 19th
High winds and heavy rain.
I personally like to push my couch infront of the window and watch the rain fall while drinking a big cup of hot chocolate! (: It’s comforting.
Jan 19th
Ice skating in Anaheim!
Late night ice skating when it’s raining is pretty relaxing. (: We went from 8:10 PM to 10:10 PM. Hahas I fell once ‘cause I tripped over a very deep line someone created with their skates. ): AND THEN there was that one time when I almost felt and I automatically grabbed onto Gor almost taking her down with me. BUT I kept my balance. Hahas I felt so bad for doing that to her. xP...
Jan 18th
Stop assuming that I don't care because all I do...
Jan 18th
Jan 18th
Random thought #1: Drama Queens
Why is it that girls always complain about the many ‘jerkfaced’ boys out there, but rarely do you hear about guys complaining about how many ‘jerkfaced’ girls are out there. Like if a girl gets rejected by a guy she likes, they get all butthurt and rant about how much of a jerk boys are. But when a guy gets rejected, it makes them depressed for a bit but they just move on...
Jan 18th
Hahas I love my mom!
So I was skipping around in the living room and I noticed that my mother was wearing this old lady vest, so I asked… Me: Why are you wearing this, it’s so old lady like. Mother: Wo ben lai shi old lady, you dumb. (I am an old lady, you dumb)
Jan 18th
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