January 2011
48 posts
Why She Waits.
chalitasitt:
tedeezy:
The guy you like/love is an asshole now & that hurts. Why? ‘Cause you remember when ya’ll first met, he was the sweetest guy who knew how to make you laugh, had a lot to say & seemed interested. You remember the first couple weeks & that’s when it was fun, new & exciting & somewhere in between, he made you fall for him.
What hurts is, he’s no...
After math ended yesterday, I decided to take the stairs down because the elevators took forever. In front of me were two boys and when we walked up to a door, they opened it for me. They opened three doors for me. (:
This was the highlight my week.
I have a tendency to hold my feelings in.
I don’t think my feelings will ever change. I will always want a relationship with you but you’ve repeatedly told me that you just want to be friends. We’ve gone through this kind of friendship before and it did not end well. What we’re doing now is only making things harder. I like it, but this just needs to stop before it gets any further because I know you’re not going to give in. I know...
One day you're gonna look back and say,
janba-juice:
“Damn, that girl really did love me.”
vogueweekend:
“I’ve said many times that we all get dressed for Bill.” -Anna Wintour
This old man is the cutest little thing! He just made my day. (:
I’m so frustrated that every little thing is annoying me right now.
What to wear today?
Have a closet full of clothes, but everyday it’s the same thing. It feels like everything in my closet is old, but some of them were purchased the week before. Why is it so hard to get dressed in the morning? I wish I had an infinite number of outfits so there wouldn’t be this problem, but that’s just me fantasizing.
Every. Single. freakin' day..
I make the same mistake. I don’t know what drives me to make these decisions, but it always ends up the same. Why? Why? Why? I feel lost and out of place…
Story time.
I was having such a relaxed day until I received a phone call from the unexpected. Here’s how the conversation started.
-House phone rings-
Me: Hello?
Stranger: Hi, is Becca home?
Me: HI! -giggle- Who is this?
Stranger: Oh, just an old friend. How are you?
Me: I’m alright I guess, and you?
Stranger: I just got out of jail. Do you have a boyfriend right now?
Me: Uhh, no. Haha...
I'm happy.
:D Are you?
10 Things I Hate About You
Sometimes I want to check up on you to see how you’re holding up, but I can’t because I’ve lost all contact with you. I hope you’re doing well though.
I love the feeling when ;
shatterheartt:
-You’re in his arms, and doesn’t wanna let go.
-He kisses you gently.
-He comes up from behind you and gives you a hug.
-The way he looks at you, and looks like he’s in love.
-The way he picks you up for a hug.
-When you’re on the phone with him and can talk about anything for hours.
-When you can look like crap and he still calls you beautiful.
Your lips, your lips. I could kiss them all day if...
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love...
– Bob Marley (via quote-book) (via aysiajanel)
What am I doing today?
I will be closing the lid of the box of memories we made and officially announce that you’re the past and that I have already moved on.
Not to worry about the little things that disappoint.
I will be strutting down the streets of Pasadena in a cute fit with my girls.
Then, we will be rockin’ it up in Monrovia.
Next, we will be back in the heights for Round 1.
Lastly, slumber...
Many girls say that a good guy is hard to find. It...
I wonder..
If I ran into you again, how would I react? How would you react? What would we say to each other? I’m curious.
Excuse me sir, but can I just keep you for myself?
(:
When I’m about to walk away, I want you to grab me by the hand, pull me in and give me a kiss.
When I’m just standing there, I want you to sneak up behind me and pick me up.
When I start and end my day, I want you to be the one I set eyes on.
I miss this.
I told you through thick and thin.
Though we’re not speaking anymore, I made the effort to call and leave you a message because I meant it when I said ‘through thick and thin’. I won’t be butt hurt if you don’t answer back because I’ve gotten used to it. I hope the best for you and may all your troubles die down soon.
I feel the need to talk to you.
As much as I want to believe your decisions were...
It would begin with me bringing up the topic, but it would end with you saying that we should move on and not speak. It was you who suggested forget everything and told me that you were going to completely rid me out of your life. My heart is crying because I had made something good become nothing in a flash. Everyone is telling me to forget, forget, forget, but it’s not easy when all...
Trust. Trust. Trust.
TRUST is important! When I first meet someone, I have the mentality of a loving person that trusts everyone. But if you somehow break the trust between the two of us (It doesn’t matter who you are to me, my bestfriend or worst enemy) and decide that you want to stay friends with me after, you better be prepared to prove to me that you are worth keeping around. I apologize ahead of time if I...
Today, you officially ended our friendship..
But you know when I knew it was all over? That week before you went out to sea on the weekend. Do you remember that argument when you told me that you didn’t want to talk to me until we both found someone else. Yes, that week. After that, I couldn’t trust you with our friendship anymore. This was the reason behind all the questioning. Between that weekend to today, I wanted you to...
You get in the biggest fights with the people you...