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Things that come to mind just when you’re about to knock out.

A few days ago, I had a moment of flashbacks before I fell asleep. It took me back to that exact moment when we were sending him off and he was giving everyone one last hug. When it got to the part where he was hugging me while I was crying, I began tearing up and didn’t realize it until it ended. I felt like I went back in time and went through that send off all over again. It felt so real. I don’t know… Compared to before, I’m kind of afraid to tell him I miss him because I don’t know how he’ll respond. So for now, I’ll keep it to myself. I miss you.