asdfbecca

Every time I speak to your friend on the phone, he always tells me that the reason you call me is because you’re thinking of me and missing me. Haha He’s quite entertaining to talk to. He manages to slip a few compliments about you here and there into our conversation reminding me of how great you are. I’m always laughing during our conversations because he says the corniest things about you. Haha It’s kind of cute how he starts our chats actually. If I’m not the one asking questions about how HE’S doing, than he’ll be talking about you. No doubt. Haha But… I don’t know. I want to hear it from you instead of getting my hopes up on what your friend is leading on. I wasn’t mad when we got off the phone earlier today.. a little irritated, but not mad. (I know I acted out strangely, sorry.) You just made me feel like I’ve been wasting your time so, I said bye. Oh well. Can’t do anything about this. I can feel that I am growing stronger as an individual though. Usually, the thought of how our chat ended would have bothered me throughout the day but not so much this time around. I’ve learned to not make a big deal out of situation like these because I don’t need the emotional drainage. So I’ll let you do you and keep this to myself for now. (: I miss you.